bhaav vivhal

Ram bhajan in lata's divine voice

melting in my ears

flowing as tears

am soaked in divinity

or are these my molten emotions

I feel blessed

karva confessions

You have been here before, though you might not remember it.

It is a little complicated address for you to remember :)

And that is why I write here, to tell you things I want to tell you and yet do not want you to read them.

Yesterday I fasted for you. Though I never did when we were in relationship. Dont know what took over me.

This time it was not for my selfish gain, of you coming back.

But this was for you, to wish all good things that can happen and a very long life for you.

Since some days my pain had subsided, but yesterday it was back. It came gushing and washed over me with all the longing I kept suppressing.

Since morning feeling little better and optimistic again.

vellapanti.com

Chat snippet between two work-thief buddies

Its not that they are insincere, just their jobs do not suit their hyper-imaginative minds!

D: kya kar rahi hai

m: bas yaar abhi stoll pahna hai

soch rahi hu kuchh kaam kar lu

ki vellapanti hi karu

D: kaam hai kya?

m: hai to sahi

but urgent nahi hai

D: toh vellapanti karte karte bhech mein kaam kar le

m: hehe

wahi soch rahi hu

but kaam karne lago to kaam me mann lagne lagta hai

fir achha nahi lagta

D: meri problem toh yehi hai main soachte hue itna time laga deti hun ki phir kuch karne ke liye time nahi bachta :)

m: hehe

hume iss baatcheet ko record karke public karna chiye

kaafi logo ke diff views honge iss pe

D: haan very true

m: humare sports fir shuru ho gaye hain

iss baar socha tha nahi khelungi

but team me do hi girls hain, n 2nd is not playing

to mujhe khelna padegta :(

D: are toh good na

main facebook par laga diya apni problem

m: hehe

kya likha hai bata :)

yaha FB blocked hai

D: Meri problem yeh hai ki main soachne mein itna time laga deti hun ki phir kuch karne ke liye time hi nahi bachta....

m: lets see ppl kya kahte hain

Tag some ppl

Tagged Oneself

First time doing the Tag thing. Am still anonymous in this world.

So took up from a Blog I visited and followed recently!

1. What is your current obsession?
Divinity! (Hope its here to stay.)

2. What are you wearing today?
Black kurta and jeans.

3. What's for dinner?
Kadhi n its accessories.

4. What was the last thing you bought?
Jungle Shorts.

5. What are you listening to right now?
Office clutter.

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?
Interesting Blog he has.

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
In a village in Holland. Lake Village it is, I guess.

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
sleeveless kurtas, tops n cotton skirts.

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Paris, or anywhere in scenic Europe.

10. Which language do you want to learn?
French.

11. What’s your favourite quote?
I keep devising new ones. Siddhu style!

12. Who do you want to meet right now?
If dreams were horses.. :)

13. What is your favorite colour?
Pink/Red

14. What is your favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
A frilly top n skirt I bought.

15. What is your dream job?
Free-lance Writer and well-paid at that.

16. What’s your favourite magazine?
Fashion Magazines. Earlier was hooked on India Today but now its advertising garbage.

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
Probably I'll save it.

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
Western clothes with Indian accessories (Bindi/Jhumke..)

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
Sonam Kapoor

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
Medium cut with lots of layers.

21. What are you going to do after this?
maybe read some other blog or maybe work!

22. What are your favourite movies?
Lots! Mostly feel-good / inspiring ones.

Gladiator/Cindrella man/Guns of Navarone/RDB/Guide/Golmaal/........

23. What are three cosmetic/makeup/perfume products that you can't live without?
Deo, moisturizer, liner.

24. What inspires you?
A soaring thought. Mostly the fruit an action fetches.

25. Give us three styling tips that always work for you

Feel happy inside, accentuate your positives, wear what you like best!

26. What do you do when you “have nothing to wear” (even though your closet’s packed)?
Jeans n T!

27. Coffee or tea?
Tea. Coffee with the date!!

28. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
Think of my mom and her optimism and it makes me strong.

29. What is the meaning of your name?
Innocent. Sixteen year old female protagonist of Hindi poetry.

30. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
Chai ki dukaan, and the Random ones I keep lurking about.

31. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
Hot chocolate over warm cake, Rajbhog.

32. Favorite Season?
Rains!! whichever season they come in.

33. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
Bhelpuri (I feel like having it)

34. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
I just stare at them when they are doing so and it doesnt make a difference.

Am hurt resistant.

35. What are you afraid of the most?
Death

36.Is it possible to be in love with two persons simultaneously?
Not for me.