strike!

I was intended to do something.

Not just - 'just do'. And not just - 'something'.

Something purposful.

Was armed with plenty of skills and charm.

All tools needed to acquire or create it.

What I just needed was a will.

Only will, lying disposed at my end to gather my tools, use skills and strike to create.

Many such raw's are lying around, waiting for such wills to be willed up.

No circumstances stopping them, just a hazy lazy virtual hoola-hoop.

I am not just intended to gather my own, to create the intended, but also inspire such other, inspiration-less.

I do so.. been doing so. But now no more, without an example.

An example needs to be set. For others to see, gather, strike.. create!

Start.. where it needs to get started at..

haunting intoxication

ये रात ये चांदनी फिर कहाँ..
सुन जा दिल की दास्ताँ..
हम्म हम्म हम्म..

पेड़ों की शाखों पे
सोयी सोयी चांदनी
तेरे ख्यालों में
खोयी खोयी चांदनी
और थोड़ी देर में थक के लौट जाएगी
रात ये बहार की फिर कभी ना आएगी
दो एक पल है और ये समां..
हम्म हम्म हम्म..

divinely stuck

ये नयन डरे डरे..
ये जाम भरे भरे..
ज़रा पीने दो
...........
मुझे जीने दो

Aham Brahmasmi

I have never been weak. Never. Barring the times when I have actually been.

But then they were momentary. As momentary as moments, days, sometimes weeks and months too. But as compared to the rest of my life, they seem too minuscule.

I am amazed at my own power of self-healing or my destiny of being right. Every time.

It is not just the optimism. Optimism needs effort to pull one through the dungeons. Optimism takes time to gather, is not perpetual and varies over the time. Not that it diminishes or increases as a graph, but varies relatively.

What I feel inside me is divine. It is ever-present. I just need to reach inside and it is there, standing like a wall. Almost an inner armor. White in color, calm in texture and so my very own.

This piece is not to acknowledge its presence but to show my gratitude to the self. A little pride in my self, for being, as it, is. The armored chassis within, which makes me less liquid and a pillar to people around.

Since the time I can recollect, I have been helping people come out of their complexes, issues and problems. Making them aware of their inner strength and the ways to realise it. Helping them unravel their talents to lead a life more worthy of them. All this, instead of actually offering any material object of help.

I believe and make others do too.

Aham Brahmasmi

I thank you Self and The Strength within.

Gratitude!

वजह चाहिए

एक इश्तिहार दिया था कल हमने
की कुछ वजह चाहिए
वजह चाहिए अब जीने की

खिलते फूल अछे लगते हैं
चलती हवा से भी प्यार है
आसमान की सियाही
पत्तो का हरा
और बादलो से रात का बुना
सब अछे लगते हैं
पर वजह नहीं..

पापा का प्यार
माँ का दुलार
छोटे बडे भाई-बहनों का आवाज़ लगते रहना
कुछ कहना कुछ सुनना
अच्छा लगता है
पर वजह नहीं..

हर महीने आती तनखाह
अच्छे कपढ़े, मेंह्गे शौक
बाहर घूमना
अच्छी-बुरी पिक्त्चरै देखना
अच्छा लगता है
पर वजह नहीं..

देश-विदेश की बातें
कहीं तबाही कहीं आजादी
कुछ खट्टी-मीठी बातें
कभी नाराज़ हो अपने बिल में छुप जाना
और कभी धधकते हुए बाहर आना
अच्छा लगता है
पर वजह नहीं..

सब इन्ही में जी लेते हैं
हम भी कोई ख़ास तो नहीं
जी रहे हैं..

जब हम ही ना हल कर पाए
तो इश्तिहार क्या करेगा
पर हर बात पे इश्तिहार देना
अब अच्छा लगता है
पर वजह नहीं..

वजह की रूह मिल जाये, उससे रेशम चढ़ा देंगे..
जो संभली ना कहीं फिर भी, कोई खांचा लगा ­ देंगे

Happy New Year!

Wishing anybody who visit here.

Though am not actively writing and yet wish A Great Year from the bottom of my heart to one and all!!