Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Shri Ganeshay Namah !

Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Hare Krishna!!
Hare Rama Hare Rama Hare Rama Hare Rama!!


And after the Tarot almost spoilt it all, my Lord came to save me.
They dont call him God – The Creator and Protector of all, for nothing.
What a change!

I was always a God-fearing human, but not God-chanting or searching-solace-in-temple-soul.
Way may be any, he does enter your life; the fact that he does whenever you need Him, makes Him the God!

And as thankful I am to him for being there, as emotion drenched I am inside. Bhakti-Ras which was almost negligible in my life earlier, oozes out of me at every moment. I am almost in love with Him.
Looking at Him every instant. Conversing with Him almost every instant.
He is a living entity for me now. He lives with me, within me, every hour, every second, every moment. And I am not embarrassed of being quoted as one. Am not boastful too.
It is a content feeling.
It is the end.
It is my Moksha!

Things do make me sad. I still do get angry. I do offend people.
Sometimes too much.
My own people. People who love me the most.
Yet the fact that He is with me, does not make me feel like a Devil.
I repent. I repent like a still-not-perfect or still-not-good-enough person.

I look at Him and it brings me smile. I love Him. He raises the Love Affection Quotient inside me.
He makes me cry, He makes me feel alright when I go to sleep at night.
How I cry and smile when I look at Him, almost like a forlorn lover, though with much more love.

Shree Ram Jai Jai Ram!!

He is my anchor. He is my skeleton structure, without Him am wobbly inside.
And am so thankful to Him for that.
You are to me what my Mother is to me. Just I am not that open with Her as before.
Because now it hurts Her. She is my support but my weakness weakens her.
So I have come to you.
Give me strength O Lord, now that I confess all.
I keep asking from You and You keep giving. Help me in becoming as good a consort of Yours as You are my Lord.

Thank You my Ram / Krishna / Bajrang Bali / … as many Avatars you don to rescue me.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

as I am, to people I meet

when I meet you, am nice and modest and humble

I :
you are nice to me
am nice to you

you are very nice to me
am very nice to you

you are very very nice to me
am embarassed

II :
you are rude to me
am rude to you

you are very rude to me
am rude to you

you are very very rude to me
i ignore you

III :
you are confused
am nice to you

you are confused still
am very nice to you

your are still confused
am very very nice to you :)

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Diwali hopes

lost my grandfather. (last of my parent's parents)

lost our home and belongings to fire

was looking forward to a dream wedding
ended in a breakup

a terribly non-productive professional year

good friend lost to a permanent job

office friend lost to migration

still hopeful and looking forward to celebrate Diwali

May the festival of Lights bring back light in my life!

Friday, October 29, 2010

bhaav vivhal

Ram bhajan in lata's divine voice
melting in my ears

flowing as tears

am soaked in divinity
or are these my molten emotions

I feel blessed

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

karva confessions

You have been here before, though you might not remember it.
It is a little complicated address for you to remember :)

And that is why I write here, to tell you things I want to tell you and yet do not want you to read them.

Yesterday I fasted for you. Though I never did when we were in relationship. Dont know what took over me.
This time it was not for my selfish gain, of you coming back.
But this was for you, to wish all good things that can happen and a very long life for you.

Since some days my pain had subsided, but yesterday it was back. It came gushing and washed over me with all the longing I kept suppressing.

Since morning feeling little better and optimistic again.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

vellapanti.com

Chat snippet between two work-thief buddies
Its not that they are insincere, just their jobs do not suit their hyper-imaginative minds!

D: kya kar rahi hai

m: bas yaar abhi stoll pahna hai
soch rahi hu kuchh kaam kar lu
ki vellapanti hi karu

D: kaam hai kya?

m: hai to sahi
but urgent nahi hai

D: toh vellapanti karte karte bhech mein kaam kar le

m: hehe
wahi soch rahi hu
but kaam karne lago to kaam me mann lagne lagta hai
fir achha nahi lagta

D: meri problem toh yehi hai main soachte hue itna time laga deti hun ki phir kuch karne ke liye time nahi bachta :)

m: hehe
hume iss baatcheet ko record karke public karna chiye
kaafi logo ke diff views honge iss pe

D: haan very true

m: humare sports fir shuru ho gaye hain
iss baar socha tha nahi khelungi
but team me do hi girls hain, n 2nd is not playing
to mujhe khelna padegta :(

D: are toh good na
main facebook par laga diya apni problem

m: hehe
kya likha hai bata :)
yaha FB blocked hai

D: Meri problem yeh hai ki main soachne mein itna time laga deti hun ki phir kuch karne ke liye time hi nahi bachta....

m: lets see ppl kya kahte hain
Tag some ppl

Tagged Oneself

First time doing the Tag thing. Am still anonymous in this world.
So took up from a Blog I visited and followed recently!

1. What is your current obsession?
Divinity! (Hope its here to stay.)

2. What are you wearing today?
Black kurta and jeans.

3. What's for dinner?
Kadhi n its accessories.

4. What was the last thing you bought?
Jungle Shorts.

5. What are you listening to right now?
Office clutter.

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?
Interesting Blog he has.

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
In a village in Holland. Lake Village it is, I guess.

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
sleeveless kurtas, tops n cotton skirts.

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Paris, or anywhere in scenic Europe.

10. Which language do you want to learn?
French.

11. What’s your favourite quote?
I keep devising new ones. Siddhu style!

12. Who do you want to meet right now?
If dreams were horses.. :)

13. What is your favorite colour?
Pink/Red

14. What is your favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
A frilly top n skirt I bought.

15. What is your dream job?
Free-lance Writer and well-paid at that.

16. What’s your favourite magazine?
Fashion Magazines. Earlier was hooked on India Today but now its advertising garbage.

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
Probably I'll save it.

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
Western clothes with Indian accessories (Bindi/Jhumke..)

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
Sonam Kapoor

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
Medium cut with lots of layers.

21. What are you going to do after this?
maybe read some other blog or maybe work!

22. What are your favourite movies?
Lots! Mostly feel-good / inspiring ones.
Gladiator/Cindrella man/Guns of Navarone/RDB/Guide/Golmaal/........

23. What are three cosmetic/makeup/perfume products that you can't live without?
Deo, moisturizer, liner.

24. What inspires you?
A soaring thought. Mostly the fruit an action fetches.

25. Give us three styling tips that always work for you
Feel happy inside, accentuate your positives, wear what you like best!

26. What do you do when you “have nothing to wear” (even though your closet’s packed)?
Jeans n T!

27. Coffee or tea?
Tea. Coffee with the date!!

28. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
Think of my mom and her optimism and it makes me strong.

29. What is the meaning of your name?
Innocent. Sixteen year old female protagonist of Hindi poetry.

30. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
Chai ki dukaan, and the Random ones I keep lurking about.

31. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
Hot chocolate over warm cake, Rajbhog.

32. Favorite Season?
Rains!! whichever season they come in.

33. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
Bhelpuri (I feel like having it)

34. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
I just stare at them when they are doing so and it doesnt make a difference.
Am hurt resistant.

35. What are you afraid of the most?
Death

36.Is it possible to be in love with two persons simultaneously?
Not for me.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

kyaa kahen kyaa batayen..

itna na mujhse tu pyar badha ke main ek baadal awara...
kaise kisi ka sahara banu ke main khud beghar bechara.

Isliye tujh se main pyar karun ke tu ek badal awara..
janam janam se hun sath tere ke naam mera jal ki dhara.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

harakiri divine

now I know what it feels like to embrace the end
the ultimate way to get rid
get rid of all questions
all shackles
all chains and the depths
the turbulence


its heaven to solve one issue
wrapped like a venomous snake
a heavy sigh of relief
while letting others still clinging in tight embrace


and what heaven to let go
all of them in one go
just jump to the far reaches
float onto the air
savouring some moments of peace when yet alive

and then..
nothing matters


freedom from the iron clutches of dark lord
making existence heavier by day

breaking the bondage of all ifs and buts
sapping life n turning me gray

in the sea of pure serenity
absolved
this figure of clay

Monday, July 26, 2010

shades with you

conceived in the melody of Fireflies - Owl city

O dear look at the sky
you and me sitting side by side

its turning from bright to blue
changing colour in every hue
did you notice it tat way before

I thot it was morning bright
n then at noon upright
it used to grow gray to black at night

n now that I see it with you
I notice it in every hue
from morning softer azure
to deep violet gray of night

looking for the treasures at the end
of the rainbow
make me walk thru the path of clouds

O darling!
make me walk thru the path of clouds

Friday, June 11, 2010

is it even me?

posted on : 2 April 2010
i know you are suffering too
its so many things for you
is it even me?

but for me its you
every 24 hours seem so long, not without you
every 24 hours so less in the hope of meeting you
missing at every radii of mine
i feel so alone with you as your memories
for me its just you

you are gone so long
for things were calling you
far important in life
suffering for so many things new
and things you looking for
but
is it even me?

for me its just you
looking at the mirror
all I can find is you
though it holds my image too
when i break my gaze you disappear
n yet I dont appear


i may climb mountains
or drown by the shallow rivers
be by the cemetery
or in lively parties
theres always a web
connected to past present n future of you
my lips may smile
but eyes remain contorted
unless its you in flesh and blood
or breathing across the oceans
for me its just you


i wish all you do
all you suffer
vanish
when its Me.

and for you its Me as much,
as for me its You.

missing the attraction for love

posted on : 30 November 2009
pieces of magnet kept at distance
feel constant attraction
and when the distance dissolves
they become one..
no tension
no friction
no more intense attraction..

but pieces of magnet cant think
cant feel what they miss,
when they are no longer apart..
for now they are one,
and behave as one..

but we do..
we miss the attraction
of the magnets..
miss the tension
for that gave us the attraction..

we are humans
we are not mindless magnets
we dont attract always
we dont get attracted always..

but we love
we pray
we miss
we become contended
when we meet the one we love..

love is symphony
magnet is impulse..

we get triggered on impulse
and create symphony together with love..

mann laago..

posted on : 11 November 2009
Inspired from Abida's Kabir.
It starts with Kabir, then it follows me and finally ends with Kabir.

mann lagyo yaar fakiri me..

mann mera hai sthir nahi
chehra pal pal roye
ek chhoti haasi laga rakhi hai
ki mujhe na dekhe koye..

jab doodbun apne ander me
maila paani paaun
halki garmi, halka bhaari
jhat wapas aa jaaun..

har din prabhu ka naam japu
fir bhi chain na aaye
do pal sab achha lagyo
fir kalikh put jaye..

kaunhu jatan naay kare
ki ye bandhan mit jaye
par ye aisa chipak gaya
pal pal wapas aaye..

na hari hai na guru
hai par fir bhi nahi hain
hain par mere nahi hain
hain par mai hi shayad dur..

jab jo hota tab hoye
har andhiyara roye
jab tak andhiyara na jaye
tu bhi isme khoye..

mera
mann laago yaar fakiri me..

mere apne, mere sapne

posted on : 9 October 2009
har pal meri aankhon mein
kuchh chhote chhote sapne hain
kabhi hasste hain kabhi gaate hain
kabhi aansu bhi chalkaate hain

tum aa jao paas priye
inhe saath saath hum dekhenge
tum chhedoge mai ruthungi
tum pyaar se mujhe manaoge

in shabdon ko tu dekh priye
inme teri parchhayi hai
tu paas nahi kisne bola
ye dhun teri hi lagai hai..

late Starter

posted on : 24 June 2009
I thought I was brave,
very brave
And not scared, for I'll take everything head on.

I was wrong.
I was afraid of losing
Scared of failing
And that is why I never jumped,
Ran on the cliff,
Licked the razor sword
& never felt what the cold sword felt like
Exhilarating!!!

Its fun to loose
get scratched
get hurt
be inches away from the end..
But then its more fun
to jump in the ditch
and struggle to hold on
to bare thread
to live
and still love to live..

I have always started late in life!!

invisible ink under Time Over

posted on : 18 June 2009
you are as blank in my life as this page
unless written

you are words with invisible ink
they come all in jumble
and go as they come in wiff n puff

you are so much and all and more than all
when you are..
and when you untangle
you are incomprehensive mass

you are my mountain I cant see beyond
when you are in the way
and you are a mirage
invisible
when you are not

your are my river when my senses are overpowered
the comfortable water
splush of waves
smell of freshness

and then you dry up for no reason n season

cant even ask you who you are
coz i know nobody
for that is how you want it to be

and still you become my mountain, my river, my words and all
whenever you can be..

Pleasantville

posted on : 2 May 2009
It was like a painting
turning colors to a white board
hitting strokes of The Beauty
and vanishing the grays

it was done step by step
the way you teach joy of forming words
to an adult illitrate

and the way each block
got rich with pastles and shades of red orange blue

and the town got painted red

so wear this maroon sweater
now that you know the color
and make it rich with your golden heart
as a prize from us, who did not know!!

Hey hes gone into the TV
the cableman waiting to go
and now hes back in his bedroom
listening to his woeing mom

such a cute baby he is
consoling mom with wise words of joy
and they bickering with the unscheduled life of their own
and in the joys of procrastination.

naye shabd, nayi rachna

posted on : 4 February 2009
inn sheshon ki galiyon mein
fir neela paani bahega
nargisi parchhiyon pe
suraj ka peela sajega
shabdon ke her pher mein
arth ka nageena sajega

man karta hai
naye alif se likhun
aa maa baa paa
sab ho jahan chahe jab chahen..

khel ye shabdon ka
arth ke suron pe
ek madhur mahtavakanshee geet
kuchh zor ki beat
aur janma naya snageet..

navshishu ke haathon mein toote khilone ke tukde samaan
jod ke kalpana ke ghode samaan
khubsoorat navnirmaan
sirf meri aankhon ko hai pehchaan

aur jodh ke fir use todhne ka swaad
kalpana mein ghul jaane ka ahlaad
chitre hue parkhachchon mein ek nayi chaavi ko dekh
fir jut jaana
ek naye geet
ek nayi kalpana
ek naye nirmaan
ki ichha
ke saath

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Ravan

posted on : 30 January 2009
my reasons change
so do my seasons
not just for the sake of rhyme
they dont just mean a dime..

my heart is so human
and so is my brain
it falters, it cries, it repents and falters again..
an so does my brain, just it does not accept

it softens
it molds
it bakes and cracken..
and softens again..

and so does my world
and the people around

and I become so many cookies
in different oven
in same life
one at a time

juxtaposition collisions(!!!)

posted on : 22 January 2009
Am I in love
am not sure..
though the object differs
feeling stays...

I m in love with love as always..
just got couple of objects to shower it on
long a lil` more
wait for the response or trigger..

Sometimes a lil` confident n sometimes not so..
“not so” maybe triggered by that something else..
but that always affects me a lot
making me tumble down the roller coaster..

for my life ahead
I'll have to learn to deal with it
anyhow..
by being in it with discretion
or learning to see myself that way..

why is Love such a foolish entity
wants to follow and not be followed
the more distant the object
dearer it becomes
n nearer the thing
it wanes with vanity..

dilemma of a ....

posted on : 11 January 2009
let it rise and i shall shine
it wont rise itself, then i will raise it

they say its not my productive day
and i otherwise have in plenty

could be true
but am clueless as to what to do

i think its better now
for i can sit and atleast type
and think, most crucial of all

but now, i cannot...

Manna

posted on : 28 November 2008
its been eons now
now that shadow faded..
asking me to throw colors on it
now and then..
and create a figurine out of it

I keep changing its contours
as I think about it
in different light, different shades

i becon it
to come back, a moment
and other, rub it off my memories
create a wasted utility of the object

its meaning of God's precious, one moment
and a wasted soul the other

its a heavenly smell beyond metaphor
pyramid's vision for Santiago
eldorado of me, a moment
a figure beyong recognition the other

its a beethoven melody
he forgot to create
anklet song of rain in summers
voice of oracle a moment
and others too

and yet
its a mirage
as I want it to remain
an` pleasure the imagination with its false existence
an` not shatter with its edges of common reality

break the chains..

posted on : 3 November 2008
that is right,
achiever's crave for life's small happiness

but cant live in mediocricity too..
my work
my study
my guy
my group
all a shadow of themselves

all dream of the best, for them
and am not in a mood to debate on the definition of greatness

but i know where i need to stand
how can i let myself keep onto things mediocre
more mediocre than me

had stipulated this much time to remain in oblivion,
but now no more
cant jump into another hoop of mediocricity

its not just one facet
but all aspects of it
cant build a wall around me
which binds me to this alreadygrown and surviving world

need to shift to those barren lands
to cultivate them
to see the greens from browns
and a cheerful smile
experience sunrays in a cloudy sky

its a bestseller to sell ferrari once u bought it
but no pleasure in selling a hired auto
i need my ferrari
to gift it
n not sell it
n find the solace

unless i have it
i wont know
what i lost, earning it..

its just me who knows
who needs to know
who needs to pursue
who need to achieve
who needs to go, find and have

my rocking time has not begun
and as I said the journey is more interesting than being there

the cacophony of being there..

posted on : 1 November 2008
the cacophony of being there..
when you least want to be here..
but dont know, where..


the space, the void, the bla..ack hole..
am I there, or on the road..
looking beyond the rocking roll..
its all around the wall..


its like one of the russian toons
I saw wen I was in school..
scary, weird, n confusing souls
haunting music n gibbrish tunes..


then I used to switch off the TeeVee
now no switches found..
am sucked in the movie
with witches around..

oh u are the survivor
with no life jackets around
voila!! even the waters missing
and the deep dive you about to take..

the mantra

posted on : 1 November 2008
some lifes happiness
found around afloat
in the air, swimming around..
waiting for you to care..

smile and be merry
smile and bring cheer around..
laugh at stuff not clear
laugh at things preposterous...

music incomprehensive
music delight..
sweet to the ear
soul to the sound..

sweet is the end
if it should come
all journey is a vacation
with love family and friends

so cheer laugh n be merry
for yourself and people around..

and what if all we knew
didnt exist
and it was all an anticlimax in a climax
n sweet beginings..

smiles and laughs and guffaws galore
oh its ended the way it could
book of possibilities and realities
afloat every shore..

lurking..

posted on : 11 October 2008
would it be easy for me to let go off it
as it had been earlier, i have always been very successful at it
but this time i guess things were different
and so am behaving differently..

sometimes i feel, it was easy
and i have managed to get over it
but most of the other time
i know its still there and very much there
and just hope not here to stay

but till the day there is no alternative
its ok if it stays
and after that it wont be important enough to stay
just i should not get in habit of being with it..
it should'nt be a happy existence for me

dishaaheen..

posted on : 10 October 2008
hum is safar mein
jeene ka bahana dhoondte hain
har qila fatah karke
kuch naye qile dhoondte hain

aadha safar hi hua hai abhi
har kalpana ko sach kiya hai abhi
har chhote chhote sapne ko
jee bhar ke jiya hai abhi..

safar ka agla padhav shuru hone ko hai
bas disha ka pata nahi
uske milne ki khwahish mein
patvaar paani pe rakhke khadhe hain abhi

koi awaaz kahin se aaye
jo yeh bataye
ki chale aao, yehi hai sabse sahi
aur hum nikal padhen fir naye safar pe

fatah to hogi hi
woh to hamari fitrat hai
bas kuchh chhuti hui dishaon ka
hoga thoda gumaan

a phase in my life..

posted on : 27 September 2008
Excellence in mediocricity

Am trying to be perfectly mediocre.
Its not that am over confident or low on esteem..

But trying to be a 10ner sm where...

And then be content with the Level path between success n failure..

sky n down under

high n low

just with the flow...

solution..

posted on : 17 September 2008
har gum ko bhulane ki ek hi dawa hai
ki gum ke ahsaas ko bhool jao

jab tak gum ko yaad karoge
uske hone ka ahsaas rakhoge
woh rahega aur dukhega

jo usse mann se nikal do
uske astitva ko mita do
woh aur uske saaye ko hi bhula do
to naa woh rahega na uske hone ka gum

bas uss gum ko khone ka gum mat karna
uska to jashn hona chahiye
nahi.. woh bhi uski yaad dilayega..

to bas, jo jaise ho use vaisa hi rahne do
aur gum ka void khud bhar jayega..
fir tum aur tumhari begum...

dekhaa.. gaya na..

back from home..

posted on : 25 August 2008
am in the worst condition with a healthy mind and body in the most comfortable place possible
my hands dont know where to settle,
neither they want to type nor sit at my sides

my feet dont know where to go,
to hang in the air or fold in the chair
am in the middle of nowhere..

mind is bouncing topic to topic..
at least have got some good song to row myself in for a while..

but my eyes..
they are suffering the most..
they cant dream, cant see
cant rest, cant talk
cant open, cant close

my shoulders ..
they want to rest in mumma's lap
cuddle n hug her frail body as she has become..

this is a couple of days ordeal
which am sure would pass,
but till then this suffering would remind me of each moment spent at home
Sweet Home!!

I'm With You..

posted on : 8 August 2008
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

(Chorus)
It's a DAMP cold night!
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

(Mmm..)

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything’s a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

(CHORUS)

Oh!

Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yeah.. yeah.. yeah!..yeah.. yeah,
yeah.. yeah, yeah yeah,YEAH...
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I....!
I'm with YOU...
I'm with YOU...
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I!

I'm with you...
I'm with you...

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I
I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm with you

Artist:Avril Lavigne

Heard on FM and liked instantly.. could be my state of mind!!

dream..

posted on : 2 June 2008
oh what an ecstasy
what a fantasy

me and the clouds and some feelings around
me and the magic carpet on a flight..

no loads no strings attached..
a clutter I can see down below
but am far
far away from those..

the world of dreams
meaningless visuals and wandering in solitude
some whispering music
feeling of lost in woods

Sleepy with work on a Rainy Day!!

posted on : 28 May 2008
Load on me and me starting towards the pile of work..
While I should pick up my tools am advancing towards the pen..

Sky looks so gray and heavy and melancholic..
And me happy in its misery..

Drooping eyelids lead me to sins of sleep..
And head rolls back in Heavens of Bliss..

How I wanted each of them to come alone..
and how they conspire to arrive together
leaving me to resolve vows of love I made to each
and be guilty for each..

gulzar aur mai..

posted on : 25 January 2008
Geela mann shayad bistar ke paas padha hai..
Aadhe gile aadhe sukhe...
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Raat ko andhere ke shor mein
Mai jab gungunati hun
Hawa ka har kona chorus mein gaata hai
Aur mere tute hue sur
ek bandish ban jaate hain..

khuda kaun, to pata nahi
par woh chup chap sunta rahta hai
shayad kisi sur mein taan bhi mila deta hoga
isilye raat ke geet kuchh paak sunai dete hain..

mai har din iss raat ka intezaar karti hun
nashe mein hone ka gumaaan rakhti hun
koi yeh na soche maine nasha shuru kar diya
bas zindagi ke nashe mein jeeti hun..

din se raat, raat se din
ka safar bhi
mujhe heraan karta hai..
ghadi ki har tik tik mein
zindagi ka safar dikhai deta hai..

gar jo yeh ghadi ruk jaye
mai sanson se unhe badha dungi,
har lamha isme mera hai
kuchh lamhe unme badha lungi..

Blank Space

posted on : 17 January 2008
Again world is a little blurred.
And haze is weaving around.
Again there are questions in my minds.
And there are roads snaking around.

And there are things I don’t understand
And I sometimes don’t want to....

Am angry...
I feel ditched. I feel insulted.
I feel beaten. I feel the failure.
I want to cry and am crying dry.

Is it the weather?
Or just some phase?
Or is it happening actually?

Questions galore, Answers numb...

Beautiful Song on a Summer Day...

posted on : 23 July 2007
Cool breeze like silk voice….
Would it heal all heat and fire to shades of blue….

Splash flowing, whispering ice in ears …..
Descriptive poetry like chill in air on a boiling day..

Me in a trance drenched in cool melody
And relaxed in chill of poetry..

My bass sounding melodic with melodious lady and magical hums..

Dark is a boon in the sins of light..
Light is a torch to dark shades..